Well hubby is now away till Wed evening and yes yes its only three days from now but ugh! felt so heart broken earlier. And I know most of you have read this on my facebook. But honestly I thought i would be ok with it. But I think as it was more him going then me having to stay somewhere that hurt. And that I'm not going to physically see him till wed.. how do people do it? i couldn't be an army wife that is for sure!
Little girl was heart broken too though not sure if that is because she saw me upset too? though she was upset as daddy has never had to go anywhere in her little life. When i went into hospital to have her brother she went and stayed with my sis so it was a big oooh stay over thing. so bit of a change for her. But Fingers crossed as i write this, both children are in bed, one asleep and one going. Shes had a chapter from her book read as well as a bath so not all bad!
We popped to the shops after daddy left, as she did demand eggs. So we went and got some lunch to try and cheer them up which seemed to work I didn't get one whinge there or back actually... interesting!! when we came home we attempted the pop cake things and though i followed the instructions they wouldn't mesh together so we ended up eating cake crumbs basically lol. Going to see about doing cookies tomorrow or heading out to city centre. See what i feel up to doing.
Daughter is ok, not many more spots, so not a clue whats going on there, and little man has one or two.. but both are fine!? though me and little man were both awake at 4.. yes 4 am. had to come down stairs eventually and he crashed for 20 mins at 7 ( and another 20 mins at 1:30 ish ) and I've had none! so I think an early night is on the cards and hoping he doesn't wake up so early again. But then again I haven't got anyone else in the bed to disturb. meh. Going to try and get through the washing whilst I don't another person adding to it. Funny what you can get done though. Dishes done, hoovered, kids in bed. and its just 8 ;)
Though i must keep away from the chocolate that keeps calling to me! lets see what the week brings for us!
