Everything seems so hard at the moment. I wanted to get this new year off to a good start, find a job, get the house and things sorted and finally get on to things we want to do. Being promised call backs and hearing nothing is a blow. I know we create our own messes in life, but when trying to sort things out, pick ourselves up and make things better why does it all have to be a kick in the teeth?
Not that I want to go out and send the little man to nursery just yet, but needs must! though trying to find jobs working from home is a laugh, trying to find something around school is even worse, but my family work, i have asked about for child minders to see if any pick up from school and seem to come up with nothing.
I have been down the Avon route, and no one in the area is interested, or they do big orders then cancel on you. I have done so many online surveys recently they are annoying! There are the odd typing at home jobs on line. However! you have to pass obviously a lot of tests first and I have never done audio typing before now and doing the test, well I am not sure I am right for the job! I think I will have to find a cleaning job somewhere ( haha not like there are many of them around either! ) I would be better off trying to be a programmer!
On top of trying to find a job I have my poor daughter in pain, her eczema is so bad it looks like sun burn! her knee is causing her so much discomfort that it was even hurting this morning! I am pretty sure I will be told that it is growing pains still. But I can't wait till April for the Pediatric appointment to put a point across!
And this doesn't take more then an hour a day does it not? it is really infuriating me! I should be the one at home being able to take care of her, not facing the prospect of finding someone adequate enough to look after her needs!
