Why? well little man started nursery last week and even though i've been trying to gear him up for the big change for a while, pointing out nursery, we went to a little party there so he could see the teachers, getting him involved in getting his shoes etc. First day came and of course he was upset but went and that started off a full week of lunch time woes. So much so on Wednesday when dropping him off he was sick when he was there. It was just very busy as there were more children at drop off time. When he comes out he is crying and clinging on to me and has mixed responses when asked if he liked nursery. Freaked out at taking his bag, freaks out if his spare clothes are left on the peg... all very stressful for me when i then sit at home and think about whats happened and on Wednesday i actually cried. I felt so awful for doing this to him! But at the same time it is a step i want to take, need to take. I need the time to myself in the afternoon, to chill, to catch up on any jobs i can do without a 3 year old hanging off of my arm! Also the potential to take madam to any appointments in the afternoon if possible to get there and back in time to pick him up!
I'm hoping as well that him going to nursery will help bring on his speech and his ability to play with others as its not something he actively does ( not sure fighting with his sister counts!)
What shall i do with my time? well... not sure i should say catch up on the tv shows i've missed ! but i did do that last week, some of the more violent ones that i don't want the children to see! But i think the more i get use to this time the more i shall do with it as its about 2 whole hours ( plus more but i pick him up just after i pick madam up and the walk back can vary on time! )
Got a few appointments to chase up and other ones to change this week. We had a "interesting" physio appointment this last week. Although she doesn't see madams knee and ankles as being particularly bad she was rather fascinated with how much range her right leg/ hip had! so much so she wants her to have a hip x-ray to rule out hip displasia well that was a bit of a interesting turn. Though dr google doesn't help in this case as its mostly babies diagnosed, the possibility that it could be this means there will be rather invasive surgery needed to correct the issue if she does. scary! Though i try not to worry about that but it says something when the specialist physio was in awe of it! And was adament that something needed to be done to check. ( she went through a little speech saying she wouldn't just be asking for xray unless it was really needed and she needed to justify looking )
Also told me madam couldn't have jhms as she is only suffering in lower joints... surely you can have something even in the lower extremities. wish they would stop picking at the other specialists diagnosis! Because it still leaves me very lost! though the physio does want to get to the bottom of whatever madam has. it just makes me feel like a liar as i always say well madam has jhms.. so what now? more waiting!
