Finally we are here! Two weeks off for easter and all I can say is thank goodness for that!! It has been a very long 7 weeks this half term with chicken pox with a urgent dr trip due to mr having an eye issue, severe constipation requiring several hospital visits adding on lots of meds for madam to take. we have had two referrals put in for mr due to well... everything and tbh I need a break.
The stress I feel has taken its toll these last few weeks my patience is short my mind is absent. I have been worried about losing friends and everything has felt like chaos. Chaos all the time. I feel on edge and wish I didn't. We have had sprained ankles sore knees and this last week a badly sprained little finger (don't laugh it seems quite sore and swollen) mr has been very hot every night to the point he has been incoherent and gibberish but he remembers so not night terrors. So stripped down and no pjs which he is not too impressed over but needs must as i've had window open and everything!
Worst thing... is the waiting. Waiting to get seen by the professionals i know his referral that was done via school is at the community paediatrics and has been there for about 4 weeks now and it has been waiting along with apparently several others to decided whats going to be done with it. As he can be seen at the community or it can be sent to the hospital, which for all the combined issues could be the case. So should we take bets on how long it will be to get seen? All the while my anxiety is threatening to take over. I am really trying to not let it, but it is hard when dealing with these things every day. We did go to the gp but he just wanted to add some umph to the referral that is already in! We have been dealing with end of termitis for a little while now so it is great we have now finished.
We have a busy two weeks in store though ! ( well ish ) We are going to see family this week <3!! can't wait it has been too long for most of the family but alas thats what we get for living here!
We also have optician apps for both the kids whilst we are up there! ( madam as optician was explicit that he wanted to see her next time we were up! and mr as he has a midline tracking problem and just seeing if they can actually check/ do anything or unless it is defiantly specialist and have to wait for the paed referral )
After we have been to see family we are going to go and stay near Doncaster, as we want to take little man to York train museum! and a good excuse to just explore where we don't normally get to go! So looking forward to a few days away to see family and have quality time with the kids and hubby as sometimes all we seem to do is go to school, work etc go shopping for food at weekend and repeat!
Hoping to have some nice days at the park, not over doing it of course as want to make sure the kids actually have some chilled out time! next break from school isn't a million miles away though and then.. dun dun dun!!! the one after that is summer hols and we go away!! <3 ( well fingers crossed we do eeeeek! )
Whatever you do have a lovely holiday/ time off. Stay safe!
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